Wowie wow wow wow. Valentines Days how went great. Im looking at the pictures from them right now and they are awesome, hopefully I can get them scanned and uploaded tomarrow.

Me, Dave, and Anthony went to Canada after the show for no apparant reason and did nothing of importance once we got there. We are hxcrrrrazy911

Currently Playing Suicide Medicine By Rocky Votolato see related

Here's pictures of my newest tattoos:

since xanga is weird and sometimes wont display the images, you can go to:

http://members.aol.com/waynehero/chest.jpg

and

http://members.aol.com/waynehero/forearm.jpg

I quit my job, walked right out, then came back today and went back to work. That rules. Well, not really, Im just too poor to not work, I'm so buried in debt, yay! I am going to interview for a manager's position at Giant Eagle midnights, woo!

I got a new tattoo, a man's tattoo called Star Wars rebel logo with a banner over it that says "JEDI" on my forearm. Bickity-BAM!

The new lifefallingdown stuff rocks my socks, don't forget to come and rock and roll with us on Valentine's day, even though I have no clue where this place is. If you want to follow us there or ride with us, let us know. Anywho, we are also possibly playing a show in Pittsburgh on the 21st of this month, I'll let you crazy kids know.

Excitement...adventure...a Jedi craves not these things. mwuahahahaahhahhahhhhahaahahahhah Im a dork, yes I know...kthxbye

Im really torn up inside right now. The gears in my head are worn down from turning so much. I need help. I am scared. I am hurting. I need prayer. I need love. I need peace. There is so much going on that makes me unhappy, is this how life is suppose to be? Is this normal? I can't figure it out. I'm hurting and aching so much...everyday is a battle that I never win, I just lose more and more with every waking thought. Is this normal? Is this what I have to look forward to the rest of my life?

I've become paranoid, I fear everyone and everything, and overanalyze every motion made before me, and analyze the ones never made...just in case they are. I wish no one ever knew my name...is this how I should feel? Music...family...friends, that's all I want. I want days filled with laughter, love, and music. Im so thankful for the other 3 guys in my band, Dave, Dan, and Sam. They are invaluable to me, and will never know how important they truly are to me. Thinking about our future together is the only thing that makes me smile anymore.

a brain that never stops ticking 
sometimes an on-off switch would sure come in handy 
a mind that’s constantly cutting up and dissecting 
looking for answers committing murders along the way

is it the red wire or the blue wire 
just pick one and cut 
it just doesn’t matter anymore 
or did it ever 
cause I could never control when the bomb would explode 
oh god I love you 
I mean forever 
I left my body behind to break the news
looks like it’s over
please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say 
like you look smashing in your fourth grade picture
the one that we hung by the door
in our house that was so beautiful 
there in our little home

if this medication upsets your stomach 
take it with crackers bread or a small meal 
we understand it won’t do shit towards the cure 
but if you buy this I promise you’re gonna like
the way it makes you feel

is it the red wire or the blue wire 
just pick one and cut 
it just doesn’t matter anymore 
or did it ever 
cause I could never control when the bomb would explode 
oh god I love you 
I mean forever 
I left my body behind to break the news 
looks like it’s over 
please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say 
like you look smashing in your fourth grade picture
the one that we hung by the door 
in our house that was so beautiful 
there in our little home